Gruelling Day

So, as usual, I hate Mondays. I have no idea why. Maybe it's because that when Monday comes, i know my weekends are over. Monday is such a fun spoiler! Haha. Anyway, today, we received our Social studies assignment. Should I be happy or sad? Hmm...let me ponder for a while. I cannot honestly say that I am thrilled to get the assignment but at the same time, i cannot downright say I am upset over it. Easier said, I am sorta neutral about it, which is good in a positive way. For your information, the assignment is on gender-related violence and sexual abuse to women. *sigh* When the word "violence" comes to your mind, what do you think of immediately? As for me, i recall the little girl, Nurin, who was sexually abused and killed after that. For God's sake, she was just a child with no sexual appeal and yet, she was sexually assaulted. God creates us to be humans with conscience and moral values and all and yet, every day, we have cases like that. Our daily newspaper reports will not be complete without such case reports. The question boggling my mind is, "Why are they doing these unforgiven sins to the others, especially women, who are innocent people?" Don't they ever feel guilt? And another thing that I cannot tolerate with is that whenever a girl is raped, she is blamed for sexually arousing the predator's sexual desires by wearing sexy clothing. Now, that is an irrelevant fact! Firstly, how do we define sexiness? After all, everyone has a different idea to what is considered as sexy, in accordance to their own culture and religions. However, if given another scenario, in which, say a man is robbed. Who do we blame then? We blame the robber right? So, where is the justice, people? I mean, where is the justice and equal right for women? We, ladies, are given the freedom to wear whatever we like still, by doing that, we are not asking for some sexual harassment, man! Besides, young girls who are still undeveloped physically and are certainly not that "sexy" yet are raped ruthlessly. What have you got to say to that? Nevertheless, to us, women out there, although each and every one of us is given the right to wear freely still, bear this in mind. We should not expose ourselves unneccessarily because we never know who or should I say, what is watching our every single movement, action and talk at this exact second. So, be on guard and be careful! Okay, enough about the gender violence thing. I don't know why but each time when that issue is brought up, I suddenly have so much things to say. LOL. Okay, now back to my normal business. As a known fact, I am currently studying at IPBA, a teacher training institute at Lembah Pantai, KL. Well, when the word, "teacher" comes to your mind, you automatically think of women teachers right? Well, we, women, do make up most of that population here so, in my institute, the number of guys is small. Guys are practically scarce in this residing area and I feel deprived of good looking guys around. When I actually see quite a "HOttie" kinda guy, he is no longer available anymore. All the leftover kinda guys, they are actually really like leftovers, which you leave out on your plates to be thrown. Haha. I know that's sarcastic but hey, I am telling the truth. Those "leftovers" are usually kinda soft and really not cool. Hai...how I wish I were at a private college, where Hotties are everywhere and I can just pick and choose. I wish! So back to the guys. Since we are all under this same scholarship thingy, the number of chinese guys are even less. There are like only eight chinese guys in the whole institute! Can you actually believe it? In additon, half of them are currently in relationships. Hai...you know the malay saying, "bagai jatuh ditimpa tangga?" Oh well, that's exactly how I feel . Therefore, we, nons, make do with the malay guys in our classes. Although guys are cruel when they break the girls' hearts still, we, girls do need them for our emotional needs just like they need us. Anyway, among our small, minority group, we form our own exclusive club, called The Stalkermon! The Stalkermon consists of Banu aka Banumon, Sam aka Nekomon, Huijia aka Reimon, Jasmine aka Jasmon and lastly, yours sincerely, Alicia aka Almon. Aren't the names cute? haha. By the way, although we are the Stalkermons stil, we don't stalk. I mean, puh-lease, we don't stoop to that level. As for the guys, they are the Poyo a.k.a. perasan. LoL! Recently, I got myself a husband (in an informal kind of thing, of course). The chosen husband is Alif! *bells ringing* He's the best of the lot and also the cutest (as in really cute kind of way coz he's short. oOps..so, sShhh!). I consider him lucky to have me as his "wife" but apparently, I don't think he appreciates me as much as i would like him to. Hmm..that hurts my ego as I have to admit that I am sorta a vain person and I am use to getting things done my way so I don't expect this from him. Nevertheless, there is nothing much that I can do since I don't have other better options. Hmm....anyway, I am still searching for that special someone out there. A guy, whom I truly like and who likes me back..Hopefully, I can get a boyfriend from UK since my cohort is going there for three years. Hopefully.....That will be so cool, then!